Monday, April 18, 2011

Excited much??

It's 1:03 am...
I feel like a kid on Christmas Eve anticipating the arrival of Santa and opening all the gifts under the tree.  I can't sleep for the life of me because tomorrow is the day I find out the sex of my second baby!
Now, I dont know what it is about me but I just don't have a feeling of what it may be.  Most women say they "just know" whether its a boy or girl but me...no...not even with my first, Cheyenne.
Even if I guess what the sex is, it'll be the opposite considering thats exactly what happened with my first and  I was totally embarassed in front of the ultrasound tech.  The only downfall of tomorrow though, the Navy has kidnapped my husband once again and he can't be there and if he cant be there, niether can my daughter...
Instead, I was desperate to find a babysitter in to watch her for an hour (I did) because all of our family lives in Colorado Springs.  I promised that i would write my husband about the appointment right when I find out. I'm crossing my fingers that he is able to check his email since thats the only communication I have with him until he gets back.
I think I'm more excited about finding out this time then i was about findint out about my first baby.  With your first i was imagining what life would be like with either a boy or girl but this time, all i can imagine is what life is going to be like for Cheyenne.  If its a girl, they'll be the best of friends...if its a boy, then i'll have to protect him from Cheyenne picking on him and dressing him up! Either way, Cheyenne is going to be great. She loves other babies.
Anticipation, anxious, excited...Gosh I just feel so much more than that! I can't wait!

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